Return of the Mannerbund

by Matt Romantech on October 15, 2017

A new post to clear out the clear out.

I see myself in these posts wrestling with the old ideas I had about my business ideas and my music and now I feel it washed away.

When you walk down the street in kiev in an ocean of honeys, what of business and music, what about it, who cares?

It suddenly hits me, the pleasure principle, a million ways to get a hottie on your dick.

A million hotties for your dick, well who cares then. In the morning, renewed, a new hottie?

Why bother, why be greedy and gluttonous. Live your brand. Live your lie, it’s not up to me whether you choose to believe it, if you don’t understand, it’s not my job to teach you.

This suddenly launched me into a discussion about the latest gender politics flash point, the sexual exploitation of hollywood boss harvey weinstein, the discussion seems so one dimensional and shallow, those concerned want to have a conversation about it, but it’s pointless.

The conversation is all about how to create a conversation about this terrible phenomenon. What’s the point? It’s just another effort to co-opt power.

The reason I diverted back to this here is because the political comes back to the personal. Impregnate your wife. Protect her and your offspring, life isn’t that difficult to consider once you see the answers so simply.

I came to russia for a good woman, a pretty girl who makes me happy. Now it’s up to me to fulfill my end of the bargain.

Maybe I will do some music, and maybe I will do some business, but really all I care about is my sweet wife, my happy little family, my little farm.

Maybe I will get a gig somewhere. Maybe there will be a business opportunity some where, but it’s not really of consequence. As long as I can do my best to protect my family and provide for them, that is all that matters.

It seems a bit silly that I did the kyivmodels thing, just so I could be like this asshole weinstein – it’s not pointless, it is excellent to extricate this horrible man’s strategies in order to apply them to an ambition that has honour.

To find one sweet woman, who has endearing beauty, to raise a family with, but again and again, it just comes back to darya, it doesn’t have to be darya, but darya has already given me an idea of what I would like, and that the fact that she wasn’t too beautiful is actually something good, she’s beautiful enough for me, but not so beautiful that it creates problems like girls like camille and kamila would likely create.

Like I said, being with camille was like driving a porsche, it was silly and conspicuous. Darya is beautiful, but it’s her inner beauty that draws me to her, camille wasn’t beautiful inside. Kamila was beautiful inside but her outside was so sexually perfected it was hard to see anything else, and that is the reaction most men will have to her, you don’t want a wife so beautiful and sexy it creates problems.

Darya was a sensible girl, I admired her, that’s what you want in your life.


I suddenly get what bothers me about the weinstein thing, y’know, women want to be adulated for their beauty and then are shocked when men want to exploit them.

They want to exert the power of their attractiveness without having to defend it, I don’t think that life works that way. It’s not for me to say that is wrong or right, but as always, that all things are in balance.

You want attention, then you will get it.

All those who seek to mobilize morality seem to be asking someone else to do the work of defending their position of power, and I’m not sure what the transaction is. To me it seems like alpha females want society to protect their ability to choose alpha mates.

Again, I don’t judge it, I just see through it.

You don’t think women should be beautiful? Of course they should be, but we’ve discussed ukraine before, if you want something of value you have to be able to protect it.

I accept the manner in which feminists mobilize to protect their interests but sometimes it seems like a pyramid scheme, ugly girls don’t need protection from hollywood sleazebags.

So often it is an alpha/beta competitive scenario, where betas are manipulated to defend alpha interests, and so many situations seem to come down to that, like I keep being turned towards, that when there’s so many morons walking around, competition becomes a matter of who is best at manipulating stupid people towards the individual goals of those most skilled in doing so.

females only seem to be pursuing the same goals males are, securing high quality mates.

Of course powerful men use the adulation high quality women crave as bait to exploit them sexually, just as women use their own sexual quality to exploit mens resources. It’s hard to see the moral dilemma.

If you don’t want to be sexually exploited by powerful men, don’t use your own sex appeal as a power play for attention to secure resources.

I’m not condoning the behaviour but it always frustrates me how people are somehow surprised that this is the situation that emerges.

How should it be? How can women protect themselves?

There is a reason why women like tall men, and this is why. It isn’t some fucking mystery. Is it fair that powerful men exploit women sexually? Is it fair that your ability to attract a quality women, is forever bound to her attraction to a man who can protect her?

It seems these things should be so obvious. But there is so much to be gained by obscuring them, because it means that weak men and physically unattractive women can be mobilized to support your interests and that seems to be all it comes down to.

That’s why I don’t care. I protect my wife, and my daughters and my lord I will destroy you if you harm or threaten them in any way.

Don’t you want to build a society where your wife and your daughters can be safe? What does that society look like?

A monogamous one. Where the black pill of biological oblivion doesn’t turn men into violent nihilists, but rather fight for a society where women and children are safe. Men have to have a stake in this society, and if they have no woman, they have no stake. In the ukraine there’s a girl for everyone.

A feminism of empowerment I support. A feminism of serving capitalism needs for a hyper competitive society is bullshit. In that I mean pretty much a neoliberal feminism that favours women as an economic unit who’s labour can be exploited.

I think as in ukraine girls should look hot, and they should strive to look hot, but it’s not all that matters, it’s not the only meaning in relating to men, a woman should be nurturing and maternal. If she doesn’t want to be, that’s fine, but why encourage her to be a man?

Everyone should strive to be more attractive, but capitalism diverts the frustrations into mindless distractions that are disempowering, and the disempowerment breeds more frustrations that erupt into destructive competition.

Much of liberal feminism is about preventing such distractions and frustrations from being disincetivized, which simply becomes more grist for the capitalist mill.

It is as always so complicated, and all I can see is that my personal incentives in relation to what is least destructive to society is all that matters.

Find a nice wife and impregnate her, and make everything nice for her, and protect her. Form bonds of loyalty with other men who agree with this concept, that it’s men who trust one another who are the best able to protect each others wives and children.

Those are the only practical considerations, that society is built on trust between men who share values.


I seem to be losing the thread, the more I wade through these old posts, at one point I was just crazily piling on all these mad schemes, I have this thing about the mad schemes, mad schemes for girls, mad schemes for DJing, mad mad bloody schemes.

And now I am just trying to fold into the knowledge that if I am careful with my trading, I can make it.

It’s that same thing again and again. Your trading has to work out, this week, after two weeks of doubt and frustration that although we had been relieved of danger, there was no progress, we finally had a breakthrough that there is hope.

from 10pm on monday night, til 3 or 4am we will have no access to trading, and then, again, from 6am to probably 3 or 4pm – it could be worse, but it shows, next week won’t be so easy either, though I have just over 13 days until I arrive home, a good 2 days I will be travelling.

I keep trying to do all my calculations, like there’s a revelation waiting for me there, some promise I will be okay.

You say that one day the EUR and CAD will rise, the

The more I see, the more I see we’re not in that much danger, we just had another spook with the god damn turkish, our only weakness.

We also can clearly see how much trouble the AUDNZD is causing, it is costing us $200 a week just to have this pair on and it’s not making that money back, we are waiting so long for the gap to be filled in.

The more I see, the more I see that we’ve been too afraid to put numbers down, because of how bad we got spooked by doing it before. We but the hedges up, but now it’s drawn back we’re afraid, and we’re are getting hammered in the middle because we can’t keep up – we are making progress sure, but it’s been so slow, we need to put things into action.

What exactly can we do to deal with this?

AUDCAD looks fine to push into. EURGBP as we said

Studying the charts here I can see that there was a 50% retracement of the whole move down in EURUSD and EURGBP, this is the move that took us down to $28k, and this time it only took us from $42k down to about $38k, that’s with the turkish thrown in, so where you were at $28-29k before when you were in trouble, this time it would probably only be $34-35k and this is not the same kind of scary danger, we could go to 1.23 and only then see it drop below $30k and that’s not going to happen without some extreme action, of which we will be prepared for this time.

I think you have to remember that the hedges protect us from extreme moves but also mean that if it falls back off that edge, you remain with numbers that suggest you’re not moving forward, when the reality is, you are protected to some extent from the big move. The problem is, if it returns to the way it is 80-90% of the time, little moves in a range, which it has, you’re going to feel what you’ve felt these last 3 weeks, that nothing is happening, you’ve been thrown back to where you were over a year ago, struggling to make a grand each week.

But it did retrace 50% of the backdown after the push up.

Again and again, this turkish thing threw us this week, just when we were ready to make a recovery, and I believe we could easily be trucking along on $3-4k a week again by the end of the year.

Not that you shouldn’t be humble.

Not that you shouldn’t realise that the USD will eventually sink against the EUR, CAD, and AUD.

But in a risk situation, the USD would smash the the CAD and AUD.

But it’s safe to say the USD isn’t going back to it’s highs. The GBP is certainly not going back to it’s highs.

Even if the AUD went to highs, that risk move is never far away.

I look at those gaps and I see the risk where there’s canadian strength and USD weakness.

I see again and again the risk is the euro returning to it’s strength but that only threatens the USD.

CAD is also one that could break out.

I don’t see the pound breaking out either, it’s more likely to collapse.

EUR+CAD could soar, USD+GBP could collapse


are our headline increasers, to put $50k on each of those would be $300


$25k on each of these is $200

This is what we’re looking to do when we get to thailand.

We have a list of pairs that we don’t think will breakthrough, we don’t think USD will breakthrough, we can be almost certain the GBP won’t, and so that’s what’s made this an attractive pair.

Risk is the only thing that can put a major move on AUD or CAD and that’s why together they make a good pair also, but they don’t pair well with USD, which could be thrown either way through the course.

The CAD looked to be vulnerable to rising rates but I think the central bank overplayed, and the market responded to a long term possibility that may not play out, whereas I believe the EUR cycle is much likely to do so.

Again with the AUDNZD, we went in too hard too fast, and it will take some time to fill in the hole there, that will take longer than a few weeks, but a relief rally on the election would be welcomed. We are stuck in a frustrating range, and we simply have to play it out while we pay through the nose for it.

The rise of the Euro, and a faltering USD or GBP is the only major threat, and so we hedge there. We know while we’re tightly hedged on these two EUR pairings, we’re protected from the move when it happens, if it falls off, then we’re not likely to suffer much at all, and what we gain, is even more insurance against that eventual move.

What we lose is that we continue to pay the high carry costs, but of all outcomes, this is the least threatening, however frustrating it is.


Bashing it in Bulgaria

by Matt Romantech on October 15, 2017

I open up new posts again and again in the hope some new idea, some new clarity will come to me.

I fear for my trading, I fear that what I’ve discovered here about the slavic girls has come too late.

It was time to check my money – doesn’t that feel better? It’s not good to have goblins lurking when you can easily sort it out.

I probably wouldn’t have been walking around so miserable today if I’d dealt with this.

I should be coming home with $51k to my name, which considering I spent $8.5k propping up my trading, means I came in within my target of $59k and that makes me happy.

$51k, and if I cashed in my trading right now, I’d have another $40k, I am not broke.

I could even cash in my turkish as well, there’s $7k there too!

I have my trees also coming to me, which is another good $20k. I’m not broke and washed up yet.

I am not broke and unable to send for my bride.

When I return, our love will burn. Well actually what I mean is that my food bill I will try to get down to $100 p/week because I will be fasting. My bills will be $75. I allocated a further $75 for other expenses which includes petrol, but I don’t think I will be going to auckland every week unless there’s work to be done in which case it should be covered anyway.

It is possible for me to live on $200 a week. That is the dole.

I have two bills of $2k each year – my flights and my rates.

When I return to europe, I should be able to wangle an airbnb for around $200 which covers my bills, and my food is $100, which is as I say only $100 more than what I pay in NZ, except of course, I don’t get the dole.

26 weeks x $300 is $8k, if you account for the fact that I have trips between belgrade, kiev and tallinn to make, you really ought to make it $9k. But the point remains that you really only have to scrounge up $10k a year in order to survive in this manner. Of course there will always be extra costs but, can you imagine that you don’t actually require your trading to work?

What you do need is probably another $10k to cover your darya related costs, her travel and extra food, no wait. because all you need for her food is probably $5k, and all you need for her travel is perhaps $3k, so perhaps $10k is appropriate given you do need extra money to treat your sweet wife.

You need to be able to raise $500 a week in order to pay for you and your wife to travel around in this manner.

It’s not a lot for 2 people to raise. Obviously if you want kids, you’ll need more. But at the same time, if you have kids, you’re entitled to more money from the NZ government, which, again, you get regardless of whether you already have zero accommodation costs.

It seems as if you had a way to make a few hundred bucks, you’d have very little problems, especially if it was something you wife could help you with.

You can make a few hundred bucks and what’s more, you can probably make it from your trading. But you need to be careful, like you were nearly 2 years ago building it back up from the ground up.

What were the mistakes you made? Yes I leaned in too far to the AUDNZD and EURUSD, and when the swing happened you weren’t ready. The EURGBP was on that ride too, you just weren’t ready for the EUR to pick up, but now you’re stanced up knowing, the day is coming.

The very same happened with the CAD also, that day in the japanese restaurant. We know the lift in the CAD will come one day, we are ready now. We know the risk move will happen one day, and that my turkish will get torn up and I need another few grand ready for that, accept it now.

But much as the nightmare I had last night sent me a message, that it’s time to get over your cry baby bullshit and get ready to fight, I have been renewed to another level.

I am not finished yet.


Reading back all I ever see is this mad mad plans and maybe I reflect that this was what I did to pull me through all the hard times I’ve been through.

It’s not wasted, because if and when the trading works, I know what I will be doing.

But right now, I just feel I need to take care of my own needs, and that just keeps focusing me back on girls, and the problem with that is it’s self defeating – you get obsessed with girls, they can pick it up, they’re not interested, the psychology is all fucked.

You’ve got to get your own thing going on.

I’m not going to be focusing on my training when I get back just for girls at all, it’s about my growth as a person.

The fact that I’ve allowed tinder to make me mad again is just proof that I’m not acting right, this is the thing about girls, they are hot, they are designed that way so that you do babies to them.

I think about the fact that darya hasn’t even replied to me and it’s a very bad sign. Couldn’t she even acknowledge my message? She might be thinking, why didn’t he request me? She might be thinking, well I said I’d be in contact when I got back, that’s what I said, and she is waiting.

Maybe it’s as we established, I will be away for months and that’s not something we can build much on. She’s not stupid, she knows that.

But the point I’m driving at is that silly dreams and plans have to all go out the window while you focus on routines and discipline.

I feel frustration towards any kind of blogging or social media. You can’t risk bringing real talk or else a million assholes are going to stamp all over you.

Again and again, it seems that art is the answer, not the only answer, but balance. Earning your money, doing your art, and loving your girl. This is life. Grand plans can sometimes only get in the way.


I am just reading the emails I sent my dad and it’s given me so much more insight, the insight I’ve been sitting here waiting for.

I’m just so tired, and now I can see why, look what I’ve done, where I’ve been, everything I’ve experienced.

Reading back it made me remember what ukraine is like, the babes, I just couldn’t cope I was asphyxiated by babiliciousness.

It’s broken me out of this stupid mindset I’ve had, getting all obsessed about darya and bitter about this bulgarian chick going cold on me. I was bitter before when I was saying, bitch, this ain’t ukraine and you ain’t shit – but those are the facts, put me back in ukraine right now and you’ll remember what’s up, that vast ocean of sweet honeys. There were sweet honeys in serbia also, but they don’t show the same interest, and by then it had already begun to grind on me, what play can I make when I’m only here a few days?

It tells me again why here in bulgaria I’m not fired up, where are the honeys? In ukraine it’s clear as day, there’s just too many honeys in the street, theyre going begging, theyre giving you the eye.

I am not there to chase around the girls, I want to see what I need to hack it.

It’s taken me over a day of wading through these posts to find even just one line that references how I thought about my trip as I was planning it, more this all told me, too many stupid crazy wild plans.

My stovetop. lots of nuts, lots of vege smoothies, and try to find bakeries, there’ll be subways, I’ll be on the internet every night while I trade, and settle into writing tunes, finding out what’s around me for food.

Get up, check my trades, go to places nearby for food, come home do training, go for a run to somewhere slightly further away. Take my phone, credit card, a smoothie and twenty euro and just set off, if I see a bus going somewhere that sounds like the place I might want to see, jump on, I can always catch an uber home if I get really lost.

The problem is the busiest trading is 2-6 and that’s when I’d want to be roaming, not in the mid day heat, and still get home in time to go out for food again, but I may have already sussed my way around.

10 – wake up
12 training
1 leave on run about
4ish back – shower – trading

How cute – “there will be subways” – I guess this is what I was looking for, isn’t it cute that I thought that’s how it would be? Just catch a bus. Just get an uber. HAHAHA

This is what this exercise is all about, to have a chance to see now what you learnt, what you learnt, why you came here, why it’s pointless to suddenly be sad you can’t make moves on the girls – to see that being sad you can’t make killer moves on these girls is a sign of victory and success rather than defeat, it’s a bit of a labourious way to make a point I guess but I

What am I really doing, I’m not trying to meet girls. I’m seeing what it’s like, is it crowded, does it seem easy to get a coffee and grab some transport, are there lots of cute girls around?

I don’t want to see the art gallery or line up for a guided tour of the castle for 10 euro.

I want to see, is this a place I would chill for several weeks, is it nice, is the range of food good, would you meet a girl here, what does your research tell you, when compared to what happens when you’re actually jogging around.

It’s likely I won’t hit the clubs, but I will simply go out at maybe 11 on friday (the market would have closed) and saturday – again, I just have to feel it out. If I manage to get in and get a drink and the music is good and I have fun, then awesome, I am just not expecting too much.

I’m just trying to get the vibe. It is more likely than not I will be returning to a lot of these places, once I have had the opportunity to reflect on what I enjoyed and what I didn’t.

was there weed?
was the food cheap?
were the girls friendly?
are there regular dnb gigs?
was there a good vibe coming from the clubs? lots of girls?

Can’t you see what the emails told you – that your expectations were totally and utterly blown away?

That the tired and worn out feeling you have is one of victory? That you’re coming back having met darya, and victoria, even if they never talk to you again, it’s a victory?

You will see it, so go easy on yourself, this is what this is all about, to understand there’s a reason you feel tired and worn out now, and that it’s okay, and that you’ve earned this moment of reflection, let alone the trouble you’ve had with your trading.

You did take all these shirts because you thought you would stylish guy, but ended up wearing your hoodie because you didn’t want to be cold, you wanted to be comfortable, and yes, wearing this hoodie made me inconspicuous, but I don’t appeal to the girls, you have to work this one through.

I honestly think I will come back with barely any clothes and work it out by buying what I like.

Tinder I see just like the dating agencies – it’s a tool, but I don’t take it seriously. It’s important to work on your profile, having to face the facts that of course russian girls will use tinder, you know your profile has to be strong. But you also have to avoid getting all caught up in it, messaging random girls you’ll never meet or who are just scammers.

Well well well, the prescience, it is worth reflecting on.

Here I am mad about the bulgarian girl. I got got by the scammer, and then again and again, darya. You have to see that darya’s already given you enough, you can be happy with that.

and for whatever reason we’re still talking, well hey. I won’t be taking her seriously or trying to woo her, it’s just letting the thing do what’s it’s going to do.

If she likes me for some reason, great.

It’s like I was thinking, tinder is the same all over the world, it turns your life into garbage. If you got lucky by finding darya, then let it be so. Part of me still wonders, is darya actually a scammer? Did she ask me there to scam me, only to back out? Probably not, but these are questions you can’t just ignore because you like her so much, or more, it’s healthy to hold a girl you don’t really know in balance.

I’m just looking at my podcast plans here too, I don’t think I can do a podcast about trading. But then I realise that’s stupid, I can still comment on the markets without divulging anything about my own trading strategy, given that it isn’t really a strategy at all.

It is, but it’s not one that anyone but me could ever pull off, I could teach my family to do what I’ve done, but even the idea of feminvest is in jeopardy now, the only thing that keeps me safe is that I’ve traversed such spreads that we grow closer to the place where we remain within the bounds forever.

Soon, if not already it will be in a place where it won’t break for a year or more, and we will make such hay.

Remember this is more of a branding exercise than anything else is sends subtle cues I have powers you couldn’t dream of, the power of the tiger’s penis.

I remember now that my lil house is all waiting for me all set up like it’s supposed to be. All I have to do is to return to trade, train, tunes and talk to my russian babes, forever.

I am reading here about where I let my guard down in my trading and was destroyed, I was rolling with NO HEDGE at all on positions of $100k, several of them, a 2% move, $6k down, boom.

You need at least $30k on the AUDUSD and $50k on the EURUSD at the very least.

$50k against a $200k mover? Now you know why you got twisted, and found yourself down on $33k by the time you were in kiev. Remember it was the eurgbp as well smashing new highs,

But it’s as I said as I took this pounding in riga, and I was saying when the same thing was happening, I can see now, before I left, that the more we get stretched, the more we have to hedge to protect ourselves, the more we are protected against the next big move, and with each big move, we get closer to filling in the hole.

I’m actually seeing numbers here that tell me I was down to $42k before I left, in fact if I remember, it kissed up on $40k without breaking.

Guess where I am now, as it heads back to $42k and the turks come back for me.

if we were to simply project, next summer, I would be in riga, kiev, prague, budapest, belgrade, bucharest, sofia, and maybe down in my greek spot, I would be spending 2 or 3 weeks in each of my spots, or I would have chosen a hub spot, say, bucharest, where I am permanently for 2-4 months, Or you know, I decide to spend july and the beginning of august in riga, and 2 months either side at a base spot, where it’s easy for me to do my drum and bass camps or some such, to form that vibe, where I am in town for 5 days or more for a gig or some such in one of my cities and I am doing my camp.

But it didn’t turn out that way. Riga went out the door, budapest was too touristy, prague was a very cool spot but it was kiev that brought the babes, and minsk that brought me my very favourite sweetie. Even dnipro proved, difficult, but that’s where the superbabes were. Belgrade came in like a dark horse, and sofia, well forget it, the babes aren’t here, the prices aren’t so good and it’s not the vibe.

All the stuff I need is in my house, all the data and content I need is on my hard drive, and all the equipment I need is in my suitcase, and all the money I need is in my trading. How simple is that.

I am now up to the point where I am actually reading about being on the trip, and it is just so valuable to observe how all these ideas formed slowly, slowly they all came together through the process.

Obviously I awoke to the joy of the adventure, but I see the feeling I had of frustration that none of the girls gave a flying fuck about me because I’m just some dude, my trading isn’t working, and that’s always going to be a theme, and it’s also the reason I have some joy now that it is heading back in the right direction.

I am becoming excited here now as I follow my blog to the point I converge with where I am right now, the thrill of what happened to me in ukraine, meeting darya, being spanked to death by the trading, it is thrilling to read back on.


that’s it, I should smash that tomorrow, now that the money goblins have been seen off, I can book that all, hopefully $200, and my costs for my taxis and luggage and time in thailand,

I am already looking at when I might leave again, it’s worth waiting until next year until I decide.

I’m just saying if I can get a place in vietnam that costs the same as what it would in new zealand, then why would I stay in new zealand?

I’ve just seen that ukraine airways flies directly from bangkok to kiev so I am actually thinking of heading straight to kiev in mid april.

Again it comes down primarily to what the trading allows.

In New Zealand, you have the dole. In vietnam and thailand although it is quite possible to keep your costs to $200 a week, you have no income. You are dependent on your trading to kick through at some point.

It makes me feel that until my trading surfaces above $50k again, I have to wait.

Of course there is weed. A pound of weed is $5k, that will pretty much cover me, that’s my $200 a week while I’m away. The longer I’m away of course, the longer I’m off the dole, making it easier for me to get.



October 15, 2017

Bulgaria, home is only 17 days away now, I find myself more and more exhausted, I slept for 11 hours. I need to bash this out just like I used to back at home to make sense of what the hell is going on. It keeps looping around, the trading, the girls, the . . […]

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Belgrade Reflections

October 11, 2017

I am beginning to accept how tired and worn out I have become. There’s a post all about all how what I’m going to do in kiev with some god damn modelling agency, and then another post which I didn’t write last night about how I will have to resort to old fashioned game because […]

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October 7, 2017

Belgrade is definitely grabbing me because the girls are hot and the vibe is gritty – even though the girls are not giving me a lot of love. I jumped on the thought that I would definitely be back here and my overall plan is belgrade, kiev, tallinn, kiev, belgrade. I am interested in the […]

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Eastern European Girls

October 4, 2017

I am still thinking about my life in eastern europe and how the basic mechanics work. My rent is $200 but that gets me power, internet, and cleaning. I can still airbnb a real flash place for one or two nights if it’s strategic, ie, I manage to get things happening with a major babe. […]

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Budapest Bass Wave

October 1, 2017

Why are you so driven by this bass wave? Because I want to use business to deliver value to me. Value to me, isn’t money, I have my trading which will deliver me the money I require, I need to leverage business to deliver me the value I require – absolute model hot girls I […]

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Hungary Hungary Hypo

September 28, 2017

I feel like I should walk around bratislava, aren’t I here to be here? I’m trying to stimulate my thoughts to get that focus I want, I follow certain avenues that are clear to me, but never sure where they’re leading. Girls, they’re there, you talk to them, you have to learn russian and do […]

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September 27, 2017

Because I am sick, I have to stay here, I don’t have the option of anything but a little trip, and maybe I get the chance to analyse some stuff. I was so mad, I was getting mad about having to go back to NZ. All I want to do is train and dedicate myself […]

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September 24, 2017

In Vienna it hits me, this is where you take a girl, the whole point of a place like this is this is where you’d bring a girl like darya, to the art gallery and the museum, and to the theatre or opera or ballet, and then you’d have lunch and dinner in these fancy […]

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