Okay whinge over. I get pretty stressed out sometimes, y’know?
But hey, nothing worth doing is easy. I don’t mean it’s only worth doing if it’s hard, but it’s not exactly a proud moment is it? I do ramble I know, but as I say, this is my blog, I’m not sure that anyone of note reads it, I just riff out like it’s my own little padded cell.
Anyway.
The most important thing is the Dojo Inspectors. John says that if I think the gig is going to go badly and start getting nervous, that’s usually a good sign.
I don’t even know if . . . look I don’t even know. Well I didn’t practice. I never did finish off the tough love mix in time either. I’m not very good at sticking to the plan am I? I think I proved that the more I talk the less I do.
What I wanted to talk about is youtube because y’know, since I just told the world how much I hate drum and bass I figured it’s some all out youtube buzz that it can only be eventually.
So still not doing my mixtpape,still not practicing for the gig that’s in less than 24 hours
In a lot of ways I’m a disgusting creature but I don’t want to go into that now. I’m living a commando lifestyle here, I’m at war with myself over money, art and love. Maybe I just need to go with it and get totally dramatic on my blog.
I dunno. I ended up going shopping and buying new tunes for tomorrow I got heaps of new stuff. The vibe was that I figured it would compound the shame of not having completed tough love yet and almost render it pointless as I’ve got almost a whole new set of new tunes to spin now.
But that is not true. Tough Love is the mix for 2009. The tour wasn’t anything special but that was the final tour for 2009 and thats it.
But I was listening to the music and remembering how awesome it is and how awesome it is to be the DJ. It’s also extra awesome to rock out and still not care, that’s awesome too.
Anyway I’m thirsty as, I might post on the tunes I bought and any other relevant details to youtube or the release or whatever.
The most important thing is the Dojo Inspectors. Whatever happens tomorrow night or in 2 weeks, the most important thing is that the mixtape is decent. That we can distinguish ourselves with merit in that capacity.
The gigs come and go, and whatever. The tunes will always be there.
Am I ever going to stop moaning on my blog? I dunno I just think – it’s the same reason I want to be doing youtube. I want to witness the transformation, I want to look back on the whinging and try and remember because I’d got to a stage where I’d forgotten that issue was even a problem.
