Did it again.
I’m trying to fix this damn server I lost like 40 sites or something, having to redo at least 20, like 23 sites it’s nightmarish. So yeah uploading these database tables or something and have to do that before I sleep.
So what have we learned today?
Not that much to do, but really hard to do it: mmm. We only want to make songs and do youtube and have a decent site with everything and maybe have a nu underground party.
That’s not that much. Do a decent tune every week on average, or like, 1 youtube and like, I dunno, it’s not about completing the website now but more just getting everything sorted. I can do tha over time I just want all my songs back off these crazy bung hard drives.
So yeah. Finish dojo inspectors, get back into the tunes. Nail your intro sketches, don’t be afraid to get footage, in fact get that damn video camera sorted. Need a new camera for real. I just – it’s too important, no messing about. Finish Dojo Inpsectors, get another camera rolling, sort out my hard drives and assess what is available and what is basically lost, and . . . keep business somehow running smoothely so I can afford the nu underground assault wave.
What else did we learn?
It is what it is, I am what I am. Whether my insecurities are real or perceived, that’s inconsequential, it’s about the depiction of the character.
That is that gritting grinding point of reality. I play out my own insecurities because it adds dimension to the character. I am that character. The more honest I am the more real that character is.
I guess I didn’t really nod to our intermediate staging posts but forget about intermediate staging posts.
Yes I can and should use remixing clients and also doing kurb show presentations would bridge nicely over to where it’s all my tunes and my videos all about me and all my nonsense I want to rake over, but it’s not about that.
It’s about actually doing it, and the fact I’m actually doing it fitting not only into a storyline but also a specific character that is as realistic a caricature of myself as possible.
