Forget about it, there’s no way that it’s not time for a blog.
I’m dying over here, I’m in the grip. The Bad Juju.
I know bad juju I know what it’s all about, it’s about sending a timely message, of which the recipient is of course me, that if I think I got my game down then I’m crazy.
It’s not all unicorns and rainbows. I just wanna do my show. That’s what I say, I just wanna film my shit, and write some tunes, and whatever.
But I am soft. I am not hard creatively, i’m slacking off. Too proud, I want it all nice for the camera.
Forget that. I’m freaking out half the time. Will my business come right, will I be bale to just do my thing?
This place, I can’t do my thing, I’ve drawn up the battle plans, the war camp, I’m coming in on two waves and all vibes will be locked down.
I don’t want any more nonsense. If I’m not going to be chilled and crusing than forget it, lock me in the cupboard and let me do some beats. Forget it.
My business, yes, good, but whatever. What’s the point if you don’t go somewhere with your shit in a way that means something?
I’ve always been about that. That’s what I figured when I was younger, I may not be any good but I’ve got to go off and create. If I can not be poverty stricken then that’s a major bonues but I can’t stop doing my art.
I’m just severely disrupted right now with all everything.
But let’s stop turning over the same dirt, I’m doing enough of that. What’s the point of all this?
Soon, I’ll sort it out and there’ll be some time for art, but I don’t think it’ll be enough until it’s march and things are all cranking. My business will call on me. And there won’t be time.
There’ll never be enough time because I’ve got too many crazy plans. Have to do it though, don’t see the point in rotting into the ground.
So I need a prioritized list.
To do list:
- Establish release cycle: February, May, November with tunes
- Do youtube
- Have nu underground parties
- Establish website with comprehensive archive
That’s it basically. How hard can it be? I am such a slack bastard, but okay good, I’m tired now I’m going.
