Uh huh Work to do.
Yeah, this time I can’t be bothered being depressed, I’m too stressed out I can’t relax enough to get the time, I just wanna push through, I’m trying to stay positive because it’s just going to be more problems if I sit around fretting.
Yes, according to the universe I will not be interviewing secretaries and possible youtube presentation people who are nice young ladies.
Because there’s work to do, and that is the will of the universe.
I’ve accepted it, I wanted to spend summer chilling out and leisurely going about my endeavours and cruising to a nice vibe but I realise that that is not the way for me right now.
It sucks! I wanted to chase girls, I am getting quite seriously rusty there I can feel it. aBut no, it is to be that I must lock myself away and go hard on it, digging down into my space for tunes and new business.
Yes I want to do tunes, and no I don’t really want to do business but it has to be, almighty god floating on his cloud has decreed unto me that I shall be rolling tunes and ramping up more future business in a war camp battle wagon attack formation.
Ugh penance. The lord sends these trials. He/it gives me a blown tyre in the ghetto in the middle of the night, that is the way it is to be so that I might see.
It is so that I might see. And I do. Sometimes I see, oh lord!
Anyway. I have to be doing this, or nothing else good will come. The best thing I can do is write tunes and build my business because I’m not riding high right now and there’s no point trying to act and different.
But yeah I’m kind of over atheism, I have been for awhile now. And the bible, well if you read it literally that’s just silly, that’s like saying the idea of a hare and a tortoise having a race it’s ridiculous.
I mean that would never really happen, a hare racing a tortoise, they don’t even understand the concept of a race.
Concepts in the bible are made simple and expressed through elaborate metaphorical ideas.
The concept of heaven and hell are popularized in the way that they are so that even a child could understand. The idea is that people that have been tainted, and almost all of us have, know a hell that exists in our own mind, the more the taint, the deeper the hell inside your head, while the pure and selfless, those who are okay, that is heaven.
Now I’m just rambling and not making any sense, but the universe clearly has something to say and if it speaks with a voice then I don’t care if you want to call it god, it’s just “god” sounds too much like a old dude with a beard, which is seriously about as realistic as a tortoise racing a hare.
I don’t know why the universe is like that – I don’t know why it wants what it wants. I actually spoke to MIcah Stray Theories while we were drunk on the short circuit tour about Science being only a marginal improvement on religion as a way of explaining the universe,
There’s energy, that’s for sure, ibrations, frequencies, waves, patterns, maths, that translate from physical, to biological to emotional and I guess, spiritual.
Isn’t that some kind of quantum spiritual shit when these physical movements manifest as an emotional response?
Shrug.
I think the universe is telling me that I won’t be regretting not chilling in the summer and chasing girls, that I am to go forward with my music and business and that that will take me closer to where I’m going, to where I want to be, to where I’ll end up.
