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Romantech Stars In The Trouble With Updateskification

I don’t even really know whats going on with this so called update.

It’s probably not a big deal that i didn’t update for almost 3 weeks, but I did do a whole lot of writing offline, because of my new idea of just writing and using it for marketing and maybe posting whatever I liked here so that didn’t make me seem like I was constantly under strain, when y’know - I’m just sorting out my affairs. I’m very thorough.

Except, as it turns out,  where I’ve just got ideas and postings all flying and I don’t know what’s going on.

I’m not sure it matters that much. One day I’ll sort it all out if it actually seems like anything of consequence is happening.

It’s not very interesting though, it’s just endless garble. I need to take that positive step of writing interestingly.

At the moment I’m truly just dialling it in and letting things in my mind ooze out without really addressing them with any kind of commitment.

But there are always lots of ideas and you should think about them, they could be good for getting things you want. Y’know. It’s like as I progress it becomes harder to breakthrough and have new ideas, so there needs to be more thinking and more writing.

It’s all about the next step, the transition, the progress, the development, and right now the choice for me seem to be actually move forward or not. I need to take me art to a more serious place knowing that for me and my businesses, money is good, but I need to seek more artistic purity away from scenic nonsense, in the hope that I will draw the motivation I need to see me through to doing my own thing, my own way.

So what’s my own thing? Doing my tunes in a focused way, producing every week, pushing regular good stuff through my site, and building fans, building relationships and building up my thing until they do ask me to play gigs again, or filming video becomes the new axis driving forward performance and gigging.

Anyway.

No fossicking about. What have we learned? First, I give up on the gig scene game. For now. It’s hard to say it, but I got better chances and more game in other arenas and I’m not closing any doors, but I certainly won’t be kicking any in when it comes to the auckland gig scene.

Because I’m sweet for cash I just want to get into my own art scene not some other thing where I’m not involved, and it’s all a big drag. I have to get the motivation to get on with the video of my art and all that.

Music, Video, Website.