April Sun in Uruguay

July 5, 2017

I just sat there and wrote another 4000 words, I hit it every day. My trading and my words, I feel like the soon-to-be-reknowned intellectual in his study smashing out his ideas relentlessly, waiting for the breakthrough that enlightens all that has come previous. Just as I have realised the shops are not integral, so […]

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Home of the Businesslord

July 3, 2017

The move is arranged at least, I have to wake up at some ridiculous time again, but I just have to do it because I have to. I feel like I’m sitting around, I don’t know what to do. I just want it to work out. I am recovering physically and mentally. But it doesn’t […]

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Return of Free Rent

July 2, 2017

It is way past time I began to get myself organised. There comes a point where you can’t just keep going on and on about how hard it’s been and how you can’t cope when it begins to fall back. It’s that one I’ve talked about, the big problem is so big, you don’t see […]

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Dreams and Nightmares

June 28, 2017

I had a terrible night. I felt awful, I couldn’t sleep, I woke up late again, rushing crazily around once again. I just was awake in the night thinking of it all crushing me. I just can’t connect it. On one hand there’s the trading, get on the plane, go to russia, meet girls. Come […]

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Winners and Losers

June 26, 2017

there was something I was supposed to be doing. I got wrapped up in twitter or something, I was just feeling so shitty again. It’s less so actual events, it’s reflecting on them. It just still hits me again how god damn miserable the whole thing is. I can’t even pretend. The fact that I […]

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Operation New Kiev

June 22, 2017

I spent the whole weekend in a daze writing wildly about cossacks and barracks and all kinds of bullshit. Sometimes it feels like I am just in a daydream letting it all slide away, I just, I’m too messed up from everything, I know this. Part of me functions well. But there’s a part of […]

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Horny Human Husbandry

June 21, 2017

I can’t quite believe this new idea I’ve come up with and how I know this feeling. WHen I feel positive, new ideas, always new, powerful ideas, but this time it was directly spending several hours exploring ukraine history that basically allowed the goodness, to come bubbling up and instantly I was just launching into […]

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Yet More Ukrainian Girls

June 18, 2017

Are the girls the main resource? Isn’t this what trading is? But it’s also labour. Where are the cheapest dudes who do web design and video editing? Other than bucharest and minsk, kiev is the only big city that’s cheap. Kharkov definitely represents the saddest big city which girls would want to get out of […]

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More Ukraine Girls

June 18, 2017

I can’t help but daydream. Am I just going to Daydream? The dream was me making 5 figures a week, but it’s so long to wait and do you know what? the 5 figures is a means to an end. When I started to focus, I focused on europe. Where it intersected I’m not sure, […]

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Getting a Rise

June 17, 2017

I’m pretty good sometimes when I get my ramble on. When I edit all this stuff and cut out most of me going on about plans or just being depressed, then you might get some punchy material. I feel that my writing mostly helps point me in the right direction and when I get my […]

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